“I’m beginning…again,” Sylvia laments.
Erma, ever the mom, scolds her friend, “Grow up, my friend. If they can do it, you can, too.”
There is quite a bit in this life that makes me cry. Yep, I’m a crier. Tears flow when I’m angry, when I’m sad, when I’m disappointed, and even when I’m overcome with joy (especially when I’m bowled over by something seemingly irrelevant). Forty-eight full hours of doing nothing but enjoying their company; listening to them laugh while watching replays of Veep; and being the doting and maybe even mildly overbearing mom.
I’m driving away now, and I’m smiling and sobbing all at once. They are delighted and happily-at-home in their own place, navigating life as they wish, and making this mixed-up world of ours –of mine – make sense at the moment. I’ve done a lot wrong, but this, this is indeed my legacy. In this moment, I don’t give a f#@* where I live, what I have in the bank, who hates me or loves me. I’m not writing for followers. I’m not editing a Goddamn piece of these last forty-eight hours. It’s all just perfect.
THEY have grown-up. Now, it’s my turn.
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Hi
I don’t get this one.
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I think I long thought that being a grown-up meant we no longer had the luxury of making mistakes or making big changes – within ourselves. I’ve leaned that real growth is so much more than responsibility. It is also accountability to oneself!
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We have a few things in common: Being a crier in many different situations and deciding to grow up and let go of the things and/or people who don’t serve our growth and then focusing on the things and/or people who are the helpers, learners, supporters, and encouragers.
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Indeed, my friend. We are learning many things. There is strength in vulnerability. So happy to share this characteristic with you.
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